Self harm

[BPDSurvivor]

Hey @Fluttershy1 ,

Any plans for today?

[Fluttershy1]

@Peregrinefalcon 

[Fluttershy1]

Hey @BPDSurvivor @Powderfinger @Snowie @MDT @Emelia8 @Peregrinefalcon - hope you are all well, 

I've been really quiet lately and haven't been around the forums because I have been struggling I'm still struggling but I'm taking it day by day. 

what's one thing your proud of doing today?

mine is cleaning my room 

[MDT]

I did the same today @Fluttershy1
While I was doing it I was thinking about how you were these days.
Funny how things like this make us connect.
See you round my friend

[Fluttershy1]

@MDT - not really good lately, keeping quiet. Finding everything hard

[Snowie]

@Fluttershy1 💕💕💕

[Fluttershy1]

How are you @Snowie 

[Snowie]

Not too good @Fluttershy1 

Lots happening

How are you going?

[Fluttershy1]

@Snowie - just coping 

[Fluttershy1]

Hey @Snowie @MDT @BPDSurvivor @Powderfinger @Emelia8 @jem80 @Shaz51 @Meowmy @Former-Member @Bellarose75 @Lee82 - 

things are hard, it feels like my whole world is falling apart, I can't stay present, I find it hard to talk to people, I'm over lockdown, I'm over family being judgemental. I've people telling me I'm lying about some of my MH issues when I'm not. It's just getting to me. I have been bottling everything up. I don't feel confident talking, I've been non verbal sometimes. I have been disassociating apparently for hours and my family tell me and then they say I'm faking it, I was just ignoring them when I wasn't. 

im over everything at the moment, my emotions are hectic, my moods are everywhere, I just don't feel myself. 

am safe