Hey @Snowie @MDT @BPDSurvivor @Powderfinger @Emelia8 @jem80 @Shaz51 @Meowmy @Former-Member @Bellarose75 @Lee82 - 

things are hard, it feels like my whole world is falling apart, I can't stay present, I find it hard to talk to people, I'm over lockdown, I'm over family being judgemental. I've people telling me I'm lying about some of my MH issues when I'm not. It's just getting to me. I have been bottling everything up. I don't feel confident talking, I've been non verbal sometimes. I have been disassociating apparently for hours and my family tell me and then they say I'm faking it, I was just ignoring them when I wasn't. 

im over everything at the moment, my emotions are hectic, my moods are everywhere, I just don't feel myself. 

am safe