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[Lilly6]

Hi @Maggie  thank you for sending  ❤️  The road trip was in my dream, I wouldn't be doing that for real, made me feel freaked out. 
I am ok since hospital but very tired and unmotivated. 

[Lilly6]

Today I am in a weird mood - totally neutral. No feeling, completely numb. Trying to decide what to do, where to go from here, whether to stay or not. I feel distanced from myself right now and that I am deciding things for someone else. Today I decide once and for all the direction I am going. I am so 😴 

[Anastasia]

The world is a better place with you in it dear @Lilly6 

I for one like you being here 💞

Please reach out to talk to Lifeline or the SANE help line dear @Lilly6 

Please stay safe xxx

@Maggie @Jupiter @anonymouse_ @Former-Member 

[Anastasia]

I should add too @Lilly6 that I hear you hunny. I can hear how tired you are. I am so sorry it has been such a battle for you of late but you are strong. You attended your auntie's funeral and held your head up against all odds with your birth giver. I am so proud of you dear Lilly xxx

[Maggie]

@Lilly6  I can hear how tired you are.

Please get in touch with someone. We are right here @Lilly6 , you are not alone. 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

[Maggie]

@Lilly6  It’s really early in the morning. Just dropping by it see how you are today.

Sending lots of thoughts and ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️

@Anastasia 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[Lilly6]

Thank you @Maggie  I have been awake most of the night. Thank you for your support. I am not doing well at all. 

[Maggie]

@Lilly6  Is there anyone you can contact ?

How do you go with helplines ?

I know it’s really hard at the moment. Please hang in there. 💚💚💚

[Lilly6]

Thank you @Maggie  I do have people I can contact but when I get to this point I cannot reach out to them anymore.

I am going to reach out to lifeline this morning again but don't know how that will change anything. 
I am so tired of everything. 

[Maggie]

@Lilly6  I do know how that feels, and it is really hard, but please hang in there.

I hope Lifeline is helpful when you talk to them later. Tiny steps .

Dropping off a little light. And lots of 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙