Self harm

[BPDSurvivor]

Oh @Fluttershy1 ,

I hear you. I acknowledge and validate how you feel. It's true we can make people take on advice.

So now, what is in your control that can help you make this situation a better outcome for yourself? 

It just seems the situation is really pulling you down. Can you think of ways to turn these challenges into opportunities?

No need to stress for answers now. Just something to think about in the future.

Hugs,

BPDSurvivor

[Fluttershy1]

Not really @BPDSurvivor, 

Mim hiding 

[Fluttershy1]

@pinemushroom @Peregrinefalcon @Jynx @BPDSurvivor @greenpea @Snowie @Former-Member @NatureLover @Shaz51 @MDT 

[Former-Member]

Hope you're well @Fluttershy1 

[MDT]

take care my friend @Fluttershy1

howdy @Former-Member

[Fluttershy1]

Hey @pinemushroom @Peregrinefalcon @Jynx @BPDSurvivor @greenpea @Snowie @Itsjustme1 @NatureLover @Shaz51 @The-Hams - 

Things are a little rough at home, I feel like everything is falling apart. Nobody cares about me lately, I feel like they are just using me. I feel like a let down and that I'm not good enough for anyone. 

im having constant anxiety which isn't helping, I get blamed for everything when it isn't even me. 

IM FEELING LIKE A FAILURE. 

am safe

[Fluttershy1]

Hi @MDT @BPDSurvivor @greenpea @Snowie - how do you deal with family conflict I always seem to be getting the blame and in trouble lately, it's been really upsetting me and it's triggering my PTSD and they don't care. I'm constantly upset lately, I don't want to get up, I just wanna hide, I feel like a let down, I feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I feel like giving up because it gets all to overwhelming for me. 

I got told to turn my fan off because the electricity costs to much and they don't ask me to help pay it or anything. 

I really feel like a mistake. 
I feel like a failure,

I feel worthless 

I feel numb

i feel helpless. 
sometimes I feel like giving up. 

am safe

[Fluttershy1]

@Peregrinefalcon  - I may aswell leave forums aswell. I'm just gonna leave everything so that everybody is happy.

am safe

[Peregrinefalcon]

Hey @Fluttershy1, 

It can be so hurtful feeling misunderstood by those around us. Please know that you are not a failure, you are a very valuable person who is doing their best every day. This is a space that you can always feel welcome 

[Fluttershy1]

@Peregrinefalcon - I feel so alone today. I wish the pain would stop. I'm holding the tears back, I'm bottling everything up. Everything is just overwhelming.