Hi @MDT @BPDSurvivor @Bunniekins @Snowie - how do you deal with family conflict I always seem to be getting the blame and in trouble lately, it's been really upsetting me and it's triggering my PTSD and they don't care. I'm constantly upset lately, I don't want to get up, I just wanna hide, I feel like a let down, I feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I feel like giving up because it gets all to overwhelming for me. 

I got told to turn my fan off because the electricity costs to much and they don't ask me to help pay it or anything. 

I really feel like a mistake. 
I feel like a failure,

I feel worthless 

I feel numb

i feel helpless. 
sometimes I feel like giving up. 

am safe