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[Sunnyside226]

I'm done with everything  don't want to be here    

Everything is shit I don't care anymore 

Don't tell me you care    nothing is okay 

Have a good day 

[Ru-bee]

Hi @Sunnyside226 it sounds like things are feeling hard this morning

Is there something nice that you might be able to do for yourself to take your mind off things, even if it's just for a little bit? Do you have anything planned for the day today?

[Sunnyside226]

Don't tell me to breath when I don't want to  nothing is okay why was I born?  

I've just had mental breakdown  I'm crying I'm nothing I want everything to stop 

All I can say I'm ok fine  

[Ru-bee]

Okay @Sunnyside226 I hear you don't want to be told to do anything right now and that's okay, I can just be here with you

Is there anyone with you at the moment, or are you planning to see anyone today?

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee  I quit everything I quit my job I quit life I quit myself 

I just want to do something  

I'm sick of everything I'm tried of everything  I've had 4 mental breakdowns  I've been crying  I'm fed up   life is down the hills 

I have nobody just my partner who left this morning. Life right now is shit 😖🙂 

[Ru-bee]

Oh,  okay @Sunnyside226 that's tough. How long will your partner be away for? 

I know when I'm going to be alone for a bit it helps me to try to plan out things to do to keep me busy and distracted, especially if it's something that gets me out of the house either somewhere cosy like a cafe or the movies, or in nature like finding a new trail walk to explore.

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee 8 weeks,  

I'm not upset about them leaving 

I'm angry at the world I'm angry at everything  I'm si 

I don't want to be here    everything is pushing me today I'm ready to give up   

@Ru-bee I'm not angry at you in case you thought I was 

[Ru-bee]

I'm sorry to hear how hard today is feeling @Sunnyside226 I'm here for you and I'm glad that you're able to come here to talk even though you're having a hard time

Do you want to talk about something to take your mind off of things? I saw the new Moana 2 trailer this morning and it reminded me that you mentioned it the other day. 

[Shaz51]

Hello @Sunnyside226 , sitting with you xx 

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee did you like it?  Would you watch it?    I finished young royal  this morning  at like 2 in the morning   

@Shaz51 hi  thanks  I've given up on myself and life