@Oaktree 

Please do not punish yourself....

I think that both Henry and I as well as yourself have done enough of that during our lifetimes...

We are your friends...

Henry is no part of this so please please do not hurt him because of your being upset with me...

I am at a loss what you want from me now...

I have tried to be open and honest about my feelings which is hard because my family have always shut them down..

you are trying to do the same about your feelings..

I now thinking of another way around this ...

what about if the three of us ....

or for now in this moment the two of us meet here...

I would like to introduce myself to you...

will you let me do that @Oaktree 

I have noticed you on a thread that was very confusing but so much fun...quirky ...alll over the place....and yes still so much fun...

there was love shared there...

there was relief from all of the pain and hurt that all on these forums carry...

that thread created a place to go and forget about the pain....temporarily...

will you meet me here.... now....