I'm sorry to hear you so stressed right now @Lula.  It's perfectly fine if you feel you need to log off for a while... you know we'll be here when you're ready to come back on.  We all have those really bad days Lula, so just do what is best for yourself and your well being for now.  If you would like me to start that new discussion for you and tag you into it, i'm more than happy to do that for you if you feel too stressed to do it yourself.  Just let me know and I can make it happen for you.  Alternatively I could tag you into some of the more active social discussions where you can just chat to a group of us in a friendly, very casual discussion.

Take care and be kind to yourself Lula and hopefully we can chat again soon.