Hi @Jynx and thanks so much for your reply. I’m guessing you are a female, even though you haven’t acknowledged it. Somehow the way you write (speak) is telling me that. But if you don’t want to say one way or the other that’s fine - all good Jynx.

Yes, I am exhausted, overwhelmed even, but I guess it’s the survival instincts kicking in, as they do in these tough times - I will get there 🤞.
I can’t think any other way can I ?

I have been seeing a psychologist - I had to get a new referral at the end of last week, but the demand on these people where I live is high, so I couldn’t get an appointment till the end of next week. Likewise GPs - I thought of making an appointment today but the wait for that appointment is only a few days short of the psychologist 🤷‍♀️

I talked with an old friend who lives interstate a little while ago so that has helped for tonight at least.

I do have things I’m grateful for Jynx, past and present, but there are big things that I haven’t had and most people do, so I try not to think about them too much. It is what it is.

I want to have a good cry, but something stops that happening. And I’d love to have a shoulder to lean against or cry on, but there isn’t one.

Time to go for now, bye Jynx