@Former-Member I echo excactly what @Sophia1 has written above. You have definitely not done anything wrong - this is a conversation we are having and everyone is going to have different views and opinions on the issues brought up. What makes this a strong community is that we are able to have these differeing views and opinions but still feel welcomed and supported here - that is paramunt for you now @Former-Member - that you know you are very much valued and you have all the support you need to help you navigate your feelings around this topic. Your contributions here are not only valued but should be applauded - to be able to openly state how this makes you feel actually shows a lot of strength. Self-care is needed when we are made to feel like this and if that means taking a litttle time away then that is what you have to do but I do hope it is a short-lived period and you will be back quickly.