Yeah @Jynx  ive never really felt comfortable with her. I have really tried. I’ve pushed myself to feeling very uncomfortable so that I can try and gel with her, but it’s just never really got anywhere. So totally not like I haven’t tried. Just feel like this that has happened over the last week has been the straw that broke the camels back. 

I have never walked out of a session with her with that wow moment. And that’s a lot of sessions that really feel like a complete waste. 

poor little Nessarose, it happened real quick. She was fine this morning, put them back in the playpen when I went out and she was fine. But when I get home from my appointment let her out again and she was just not herself. Meowed when I picked her up in pain. Wouldn’t play or anything, just sat there. glad I called and took her out cause she had a fever or 40.2c! And was obviously in pain. Vet reckons it’s a reaction to the vaccine she got last week. They give live vaccines and sometimes they will get cold and flu and congested and other times they have a more serious reaction with fever and arthritic pain. So they have kept her to get her temp down over the weekend. Thankfully they cover all the costs!

I really need hugs @Jynx lots of them cause I really not doing ok