@Birdofparadise8 you don't have to apologise. I was just wondering why the sadness happens. I guess I'm a fixer and I like to try and help people who are hurting. That's why I got so involved with my ex best friend.

The job services agency will pay for anything that helps get me a job. They have job clubs that discuss different options for study so I am going to the next meeting to see if the admin course is for me.

It's hard when you don't have a trigger or a reason you feel sad, because then at least you could explore the reasons.