Hey @Tinker67
Thank you for your well thought reply

At the moment I'm just outside. Had a reasonably productive day.

Where I live I come to sit on the balcony and look at the green of the surrounds with sunlight in it. I feel peaceful

I like how you said I need to fit an extra 4 days a week 8n to do what I'm doing.

I agree. It just means I need to replace things. Get rid of it maybe. And also some aren't even starting yet.

Perhaps it would be best to search for a deeper answer as to why I feel pressured to do so much.

Maybe it's best right now to do this hey.