Really sorry to know you've had to combat extensive trauma too @NatureLover I am glad you've been able to find a way to be at peace with it so to speak. Though I'm sure that comes and goes.

@AussieRecharger yeah thanks for the clip, I will take a look at it tonight. And yeah, I mean I know freezing is a trauma response. But it doesn't make me feel any better about it. It doesn't feel like justification, it feels like failure. But I do appreciate your support there, and thanks for dropping by.