Cool @Dizzy4 thankyou so much for your feedback & I am grateful to know you like them.

@Jynx I feel lil lighter now. You don't need to respond. It was good for me to finally talk, instead of holding everything in, walking around this unit on my own 

I find what problem is.

I cannot move fwd 

Let go of past 

Must look at past, to let go 

Lots of issues with doing that 

I be kind & gentle with myself. I have been through a huge shock.  xx