No I no longer work but I keep busy I paint and walk my dogs I feel better already chatting on here just had stuff bottled up no one to convide in I would get a very hurtful voicemail either from my son or my daughter and would be walking around the house dying inside no one to let it out with triggering everywhere I'm sorry it all sounds so bad but it was I move past it and I get stronger I'm feeling a lot better just being able to talk all I needed was to get it out and this site an allows me to do that thank you for listening best of luck with your lot in life