@Former-Member .   This would normally be the part where I ask,  are you ok,  but I know what a brave face looks like.  Your right.  Beauty is to be found all around us if we just know how to reach out and touch it.

Meet it half way.      I don't know what tough choices you have to make.  I just know its hard.

There is a beauty to be found in the rear vision mirror after a tough choice though.

 The tougher the choice,  the more meaningful the beauty.

You'll get through this,  I know you will.  and we are with you on that journey Fadin.

Thinking of you.   Fadin my friend.                                                                                        tonys.