Hello @Exoplanet 

I must have sensed your presence.

I have just checked emails.

I was not expecting to read what was in your post though...

That is so much for you to hear and let soak in..

I imagine that you are feeling quite numb...

If it helps you rant away on here to release some pent up energy once you start to feel anything again..

If you do not want to write....don't...

this is about you..your wishes...

You have three people who have replied already..

So as little comfort as that might provide....I hope that it lets you know that you are so worthwhile in our eyes...

You are still our beautiful  exoplanet despite how horrible life is and what you are feeling..

I will be quiet now and say no more...

I am with you all of the time in thought now..

love you Exoplanet

Sophia 1