Thanks @Sophia1  supposed to be leaving tomorrow morning now, site hasnt signed paperwork for the money apparently , so maybe they are holding out for someone else lol. Anyway its getting a bit late in day to not know for sure if its happening. just helps the negativity and makes me wish I wasn't going lol

Hope things are okay for you

way too much food and stuff here, not prepared properly , am eating and throwing stuff while cleaning a bit so as not to be too shocked at state of place when I get back (with eyes unused to mess lol)