OK, well I can talk for another 20-30 mins @outlander

I want to say to you that I'm really proud of you for staying the distance in trying to get more support. I understand its far easier to give up, but I get the the feeling, perhaps deep down, that you feel you are worth getting help, and that you deserve it. That takes courage lil Sis. Well done. I hope that you find someone to look out for you, guide you and support you.