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Hello all who have commented and noted that have heard ...very much appreciated...

just come back from medical appointment...and now having lunch waiting for building inspector to turn up...I shall be making myself scarce...cannot cope with seeing anybody really at the moment...

apart from my younger son coming up to see me after he finishes work...about an hour and a half drive so am ever so grateful for his efforts as always....he means the world to me ...as does my other "family member""..love the two of them more than words can say...they are my life...my husband too..my children are an extension of me ...a very deep love...unconditional for me...

sorry ...very emotional...responding to other threads aforementioned is a very emotional move for me...something that I need to do for them..equally important for me....I cant make a difference in my "family member" world under present circumstances...so I can reach out and offer help to others in similar circumstances....

no intention to trigger anyone...should I have said that at the beginning..I will go back and write that now..done...