@Former-Member I've only read your last post, the one before blah blah blah that is. I don't know why so many people trying giving their hardest keep getting used and hurt. I find this in my own life. I have a knack of picking people who will never be satisfies, even when I have  turned myself inside out for them. I've left my family behind, more survival than choice. 

Im dressed for the first time in days. I went out in my backyard yesterday and found washing on the line, its been there a while as I can't remember putting it there. Lol.

Anyway, hearing you for what it's worth.