Sending you support and compassion for all that you have and are dealing with @Emelia8 

the antidepressants will hopefully start to show some improvement as your body starts to adjust to them..

Hoping that you have strong support within the medical field and counselling area..

Sorry am short on what else to say..

You have many holding you up here..

This is because of the person who you are and how often you have helped others..

so sorry again ...always more apologies from me at the moment..

@Emelia8 

this was written to you on 29/9..

I have been hunting high and low for at least three different days unable to find my post..

I thought it was just my confused state of mind again at the moment..

Today brain a little clearer ...ready to go out into the garden is a huge healer for me..

suggestion landed in brain look in profile part where I find posts from years back...

There you were...

So this is still applicable with the added comment of 

am still thinking of you and sending you love..support..

perhaps if someone was to add up all of the posts of support and love that you have received..

putting them all together might feel even more supportive..

That person cannot be me..my head will not go there at the moment..

I am writing a post for Tab and am including you in the invitation...so that you still know you are welcome everywhere..letting you know in case you might feel affected by this invitation..

I send it with the best intentions of love for you Emelia..💜