@Appleblossom 

I knew that something was troubling you..

Such hard times again and again..

I am losing it at the moment with different medical staff not listening to me..arguing with me in front of other patients.. no respect..

I have more appointments will just keep on breathe in breathe out ..

perhaps if we just say to them excuse me while I do my breathing for self care and survival 

There are no words that are helpful..

The love in you heart and the love in his. ..he told you the other day.. remember..

the love will hold you as one..

Here and with you there in spirit..

Do you have any mantras? Might that help?

Write back if you can when you want to..

I I will try to write to you tomorrow Bella 💕💜🙏