Hello @Former-Member ,

I can hear how challenging it is for you at the moment. I want you to know that you ARE worth it and you DO deserve to live a satisfying life.

 What supports do you currently have? Having supports is so important for BPD recovery. Honestly speaking, during the beginning of my recovery, my supports were purely therapists, and drs. I felt I needed to 'pull away' from others so I could concentrate fully on my recovery (This was my experience - it is not like that for everybody). 

Now, my main supports include family members esp my nieces and nephews. 

Find what works for you. Hold on @Former-Member .

I encourage you to stay in touch.

Looking forward to hearing from you.

BPDSurvivor