Oh @Owlunar 

You have been so supportive and yet you are struggling yourself today, I am so sorry to hear.

Your daughter's surgery and the uncertainty around it is definitely cause for you to be feeling upset. As @Appleblossom suggested hopefully the restrictions should be lifted soon. Common sense will hopefully prevail!  Yes, you certainly have good reason to be finding it hard to get on with your day today. 

As far as your surgery, that is a huge weight to bear I am so sorry , will you organise this as well once restrictions are lifted?

It always hurts when any relationship ends, even if it is your choice, but if it is not a healthy one then it is necessary and you have made the right choice. I am just sorry it hurts and you feel bad, that is because you have a big heart. Again Apple has hit the nail on the head, there are a lot of people around that are "all about them" and you definitely don't need that at any time in your life, especially now.

I hope the politics and red tape is sorted quickly so you  can sit in the front seat, blo0*y Covid, it really has a lot to answer to.