Thankyou so much @Emelia8 and @Anastasia  for 'seeing' me.  And for the beautiful images.  Had a little cry just now.  Trying not to feel like a powerless victim here with everything that's come to light with my brother yesterday.  I really fear having to leave here as I've nowhere to go to, not able to afford open market rental, and have spent my life having to move in a hurry - I really don't know how I'd cope if it did come to that.  The waiting list is several years for public housing, and they haven't even contacted me since my application was completed and submited - around a month ago.  And I'm not up to ringing them at the moment.    Appreciate your care and comments more than you can know right now.