Ooh I do love your way with words @Sophia1   I've just returned from the chiropractor after expelling my nervous energy on the garden and wood chopping block last week hahaha. Your suggestion if the grief line is one I will definitely take on. I had a phone call from my girls psychiatrist this morning as they are reviewing her once again tomorrow and for the hundredth time I had to tell of my daughters history. When it all started, what was she like as a child, what was she like at school, at home etc. etc. etc. Dragging the past into the present AGAIN. Psychiatrist asked how I was and told him of my utter depression and anxiety and his reply was "Oh yes, understandable". End of conversation. Thank you for holding space for me Sophia. I hope your arvo runs smoothly. We are pending lockdown again here once again but being the introvert that I am, it affects me zilch. Time for a soothing cuppa after being pummeled and realigned and I will call the grief line in the morning. Much gratitude 🙏