Hi All.

I am the desperate husband of a good woman who unconsciously nearly destroyed our married and caused that our 20 yo son wanted to commit suicide. All this last year which I never forgot (covid is just a tingle only for me). 

But because of our son's problem finally, my wife is being diagnosed (bit still not to the end I reckon) with a personality disorder. But last few years things get from good to bad to awful. We thought and GP as well that it was her depression, anxiety, even the psychologist did not pick up her condition.

Long story short. Her state is bad, she is so stressed and obsessed that the world is against her, developed chronic caught (100's testy eliminate all fiscal reasons of this caught), due to cough incontinent, due to COVID scary to go out as she caught is symptoms of covid to many people. 

She unloaded sometimes so much hate on me as things go out of control that I can not pick up myself for weeks.

Psychiatrist who we saw told us to get a lot of help and read on the internet (which get me to find this forum), even go to church, it was very depressing for me as sounds kind of hopeless. But he told us that for him she is the first patient with that condition (not very encouraging).

I have read here that is not true, that there are some hope and life after this.

Moreover, I have MS and my wife suppose to be my carer but now I am her carer and protector of our kids not to get more harm from that undiagnosed on-time condition.

I am in Melbourne (southeast)  if there are people here from somewhere around HELP please, I need a good GP for her, I need a good Psychiatrist, any help. 

At least I have a good psychologist for myself and my son.  But she can't do anything.

Sorry for the bit of chaotic writing but ...