Struggling

[Former-Member]

I am going on to bed soon Candy and Ella, so I will say good night. I hope you and get some sleep Candy. 💖Izzy

@Fluttershy1 

[Fluttershy1]

@Former-Member - I okay, she a mess. She be okay soon, we took doggie for walk today!!!

[Fluttershy1]

Goodnight hunni, love you Izzy xx

ella 

@Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

Your doggie is so super cute Ella. Love you to princess @Fluttershy1 

[Zed1]

Hi @Fluttershy1 

How are you doing today?

It is great you have a pet companion with you during these times. 

Do you have support other than your little doggo? 

Someone you are able to confide in when having the thoughts of SH?

I hope today is a better day for you. If not remember the forum although faceless is here to listen.

[Fluttershy1]

Hi  @Maggie @Zed1 @Faith-and-Hope @Appleblossom @Hamsolo01 @Dizzyizzy @Snowie @WIP @frog   @NatureLover @Judi9877 @greenpea @eth @outlander -  

today hasn't been a good day for candy, she hasn't been able to get out of bed, her depression is playing up and she is currently stuck in flashbacks and she is fighting SH urges.

Shes feeling lost and numb today. I'm basically the one around protecting her. 
Things aren't great lately. 
Wish that family could understand her better. They just assume that she doesn't have any MH conditions. 
We are safe.

Just fighting SH urges.

~Ella~
@Former-Member 

[Otter]

Hi @Fluttershy1 ,

I'm sorry, it does sound like a really difficult day. Good on you for continuing to reach out and embrace our community in this way. I do feel concerned that SH urges feel as though they are building for you, but want you to know we are with you. Would you be open to getting in touch with Lifeline or SCBS for a chat? It’s important you stay safe, so also if you require urgent assistance please do phone emergency on 000.

Here with you,

Otter

[Fluttershy1]

@Otter - candy is safe 

I protect her. She okay. We reach out if needed.

~ Ella ~ 

[Fluttershy1]

@Otter - Candy has settled down now we are hiding with weighted blanket. Listening to music! 
~Ella~

[Appleblossom]

@Fluttershy1 

Different things have helped me.  Its not all one thing. Eg sometimes a day of rocking myself gently, curled up in bed, and other times, I use the "urge" to propel me into some action like cooking, cleaning or gardening.

Just a pic:

Brave Heart Outlander