Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, they offered some. So did tyme @Jynx 

There just isn't anything for me. There's no point anyway. 

That's for schools, I think. 

[Jynx]

@Birdofparadise8 you'll find something, it can be annoying to have to keep searching and it can take time to find the right balance of support. Keep at it though 🤞

I'm off for tonight, hope you have a chill evening. 

Sending you some love as well @ENKELI I know it's rough to have that happen with a friend - hopefully you two will be able to hash it out and even if you can't have some alone time for this event, you can plan another occasion to catch up in the way you are craving 💜

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, I'll try to @Jynx 

Have a good night. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @tyme 

[tyme]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 . I feel like a yo yo between things today. lol

[Birdofparadise8]

Why is that @tyme 

[tyme]

I feel like every time I say hi to you, I get yo-yo'd away, then i come back to say hi, then have to go again, then come back again lol @Birdofparadise8 

I'm really sorry about that. 

So yes, we were at the Taylor Swift concert conversation and that you will be going on Saturday. I didn't realise how 'big' this event would be! You must be so excited!

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah, I was going to ask about that. You like my post and then never reply, or you do reply, but then I'll reply, and you have to go. 

Yeah next Saturday @tyme 

My mood stabiliser was increased yesterday. It was below the therapeutic range, so that could be a reason why things have gone downhill. 

I'm not sure if you are up on what's happened with my psych from my session yesterday. 

[tyme]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 ,

Yeah, that sounds right with my posting patterns. So much is happening in the background and I get yo-yo'd away. 

I read about increasing meds. I also read about your aunt and uncle and how you feel you jump to the worst-case scenario e.g. they don't want to talk to you. 

But no, I haven't caught up on the psych appt yet.

[Birdofparadise8]

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@Birdofparadise8 wrote:

Yeah, that's true @Jynx 

Yes, well, it's like Tuesday was awful, and I could tell him all about that and a few things that triggered me, but if we were to talk about how it made me feel telling him that I would feel nothing and for months he has been doing that to me and challenging me, but I just don't think there is anything there. I hope I'm not broken. 

He said he was going to talk with some colleagues to see what else we could do. I hope he won't want to pass me onto someone else I still find it hard talking to him. 

I won't cope with that. Yesterday, when we were talking about how often to have a session, I thought he was going to say something bad and want to have less, but then he said he thinks weekly, and I was all for that. 

OMG, SANE just emailed me and said they go on postcode. I was told I didn't need to worry about that. The two people who I spoke to said it was okay since I was from Hobart. Now I'm crying. Why can't things be simple? 

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@tyme