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10-04-2017 01:00 AM
10-04-2017 01:00 AM
Anxiety, wish my other half understood
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10-04-2017 07:14 AM
10-04-2017 07:14 AM
Re: Anxiety, wish my other half understood
Hi @DFE, welcome to the forum.
It's hard when our loved ones don't understand what we are going through. I hear you on that. In many ways it's probably difficult for people who haven't experienced anxiety to imagine the heightened sense of fear that can grip us at those times. It's great that you are engaged with various suggested treatments for anxiety. Personally, I find these things help, sometimes very much, but don't cure completely. So I understand how it can still be a struggle.
It's an interesting issue that your husband raised about identifying with our 'labels'. I relate to this because I do identify a fair bit with having bipolar. For me it's because it makes more sense of my life than just having a lot of extreme experiences I can't name or understand. But it also seems important to me that I remember I am a lot more than my illnesses. Ultimately it's for us to decide whether we identify too much with those labels or not. Perhaps it's about balancing the two.
Do you think it might be possible to share some literature about anxiety with your husband? Perhaps looking for ways to help him better understand might be a way forward.
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10-04-2017 09:57 AM - edited 10-04-2017 09:58 AM
10-04-2017 09:57 AM - edited 10-04-2017 09:58 AM
Re: Anxiety, wish my other half understood
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10-04-2017 12:35 PM
10-04-2017 12:35 PM
Re: Anxiety, wish my other half understood
Hi @DFE@Mazarita@Former-Member
I suffer constantly Generalised Anxiety within my BPD traits.
I do take medication for it which helps a great deal and I totally understand what you are saying about partners not understanding. Its taken years for my partner to show his "empathetic side" towards me but he still doesnt understand and will often say "dont be silly you have nothing to be anxious about" etc but that doesnt stop the feeling from going away and he too says if I have nothing to be anxious about I still get anxious and this is true. I think unless you have anxiety others have no idea on the effect it has.
Things that have helped me:
- do excercise or cleaning to tire yourself out - this always helps me - I usually play with my dog or rake the lawn or sweep up
- Create a worry period - this sounds silly but it does help. You train yourself to spend a certain time frame (5.pm to 5.30pm worrying about everything) so during the day if something makes you anxious write it down and say to yourself "no point worrying now will worry during my designated worry time" I often found by the time I got to my worry time I wasnt stressing anymore.
- Deep breathing excercises always help
- Distract, distract distract
Your question about associating too much with "anxiety" - I know what you mean. I have BPD and I was getting no where trying to overcome my BPD but once I started giving myself some diciplines (ie. I wont rage tonight and if I make it through I will reward myself with something) I found it a lot easier breaking it down to behaviours rather than the illness.
Another thing I was just thinking about on the weekend which I now understand. When I did the DBT course part of the mindfullness was to understand what your body is doing at the time and how sometimes our body does the same thing but for something completely opposite and this triggers your mind. Eg. I get the same tightening in the stomache and heart palpatations if I'm anxious stressed but I also get that if I am excited and happy. For a while I think I associated my happiness with being stressed as I had the same body reaction and then found myself looking for something to get stressed over.
Anyway hope this helps.
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11-04-2017 08:43 AM
11-04-2017 08:43 AM
Re: Anxiety, wish my other half understood
Thanks everyone for your responses. I have shared some links with my husband on how to support/what to say to someone with anxiety. He said that he would read.
Thanks for the strategies. I'm glad I found this forum, it's nice to know I'm not alone and that others can relate.