not coping

[Anastasia]

I am nearly done for the day, and what a day it has been...

@outlander are you ok lovely, you haven't been around today? 

@Former-Member 

@Eve7 

@Snowie 

@Former-Member 

@Lee82 

and everyone else too 

[Lee82]

Hey @Anastasia how was your day? How is your boy doing these days and how has your anxiety been lately?

@outlander thinking of you sweets hoping you are ok. 

@Snowie how you been hun? How did ect go?

[Snowie]

Good afternoon @Lee82 @outlander @Anastasia @Former-Member @Eve7 and anyone else around.

Hoping you days are going ok.

ECT went ok, next one on Friday.

[Anastasia]

Hello lovely @Lee82 

I have had you on my mind...are you doing ok beautiful? It feels like forever since we chatted

My day was ok, almost over just a couple more emails to send and I am done 🙂 My boy is doing well, he's off to his Dad's tomorrow which is lovely for him. My anxiety goes up each time it happens  though as it's a long drive for him and things generally go pear shaped after he returns. At least they have every other time to date, hoping this time is different. Just going to try to rest ready for his return. Had a little bit of conflict with my bf of late so hopefully we might get a teeny bit of time together which will help. What about you? How are your gorgeous boys, are they on school holidays now? Have you done any painting lately? lots of questions sorry, like I said it's been a while, I miss you lovely and really really hope you are ok, you are special to me.

@Snowie I am so glad that the ect is going ok, it is a lot to go through, you are very brave. It is so lovely to hear from you, I hope you are still able to have visitors and that the restrictions will be lifted this weekend, sending you lots of love xox

@outlander  we haven't spoken all day, that is unusual, I miss you - sending love x

@Former-Member what's on the menu for dinner, something yummy? We are having teriyaki chicken stir fry. It's one of my boy's favourites and as I won't see him for a few days I am making it mainly with him in mind.

@Eve7 my sister seperated at birth lol I love that you got my joke about our kids this morning. It made me smie as I really cannot believe they have grown - where has the time gone??  Hope you are ok beautiful, I know you have an awful lot on your plate and I am sending you love and hugs in the hope it helps a little xoxo

Hello to everone else popping in x

[outlander]

@Anastasia @Snowie @Lee82 @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member  @Sans911 @NatureLover @Maggie @Faith-and-Hope 

[Anastasia]

I love that!!!

Thank you @outlander  xox

[outlander]

@Anastasia

[Lee82]

How long will your boy stay at his dads? 
I hope once he arrives and you hear from him you can relax hun and try and enjoy sometime with your BF. 
I have been up and down. Yesterday was a very bad day for me and I am feeling very sensitive and jumpy at the moment. Just feeling like I am being watched and followed. Could be paranoia but I'm not sure. 
yes my boys are on holidays and they are very excited about that. They spent yesterday with my brother which was good for them. They hate going to their dads but love spending time with my brother. They don't like their dads GF at all and say she doesn't treat them very nicely.
I haven't done any painting lately. Just haven't had the motivation at the moment. 
I have missed chatting with you too lovely. I'm so sorry I haven't really been around much lately just things have not been going well for me. 
sending you much love and hugs beautiful 

@Anastasia ❤️

[Anastasia]

Flowers for all of you because you are special 

@outlander @Lee82 @Snowie @Former-Member @Eve7 

He's talking about leaving tomorrow and coming home Monday. He always comes home early so that could change. He doesn't have support there so once he gets there after a couple of days wants to come home 😞

Oh hunny that would be very difficult, I am sorry you feel like that. Are you getting support with how to cope around what's going on?

It's lovely the boys love spending time with your brother, that is very special and I am sure they are making memories that will last a lifetime x I hope that retrictions lift and you get to do a few nice things during school holidays x

It's ok please don't feel bad I understand, you need to take care of yourself, we will be here when you need us. When you feel up to it your painting will be there too. Be kind to yourself, please know that I am here for you always. Please take care of you xox

[outlander]

just reading along for now @Anastasia to stressed atm and in pain atm