not coping

[outlander]

I would @NatureLover but the gp also wants me to have a gastroscopy so I have to see one anyway. an mri is a $300 gap fee and basically gives an answer as to what we are looking at.
gastroenterologist is 300 but I get 200 back, but then any other procedures and tests are an added fee. procedures like a gastroscopy start at $1500!

[Former-Member]

That's the funny thing about triggers really they can be the smallest thing, sometimes not even related to what's going on.

This is how I am coping with my crappy day. Not at all healthy and as soon as the internet is working Marvel movies all afternoon @outlander @NatureLover 

[NatureLover]

Oh gosh, just read your long post, you are really going through it at the moment, am so sorry to hear.

I don't even know what to say. I hope you can get a loan...but it's causing you panic attacks (no wonder). It sounds like a very painful condition and it's very worrying you can't eat and drink. 

I really hope you can get some replacement supports, too @outlander .

[Former-Member]

Hey sweetie are you still here with @NatureLover  amd myself? 

@outlander 

[NatureLover]

It seems like an MRI would be sensible, but you say you also need a gastroscopy...it all sounds very expensive @outlander . No wonder it would be contributing to your anxiety.

I'm really sorry @Former-Member , I didn't even ask how you're doing today...is it a tough day? (I think you are pretty amazing.)

[Zoe7]

Hey @outlander Going to sit here with you too Hon 

@NatureLover @Former-Member 😁👍

[Former-Member]

@NatureLover , one of things I admire most about @outlander  is her ability to have all that you just read going on in her life but be such a force of compassion, of support here. She is just a gem. 

I am just recovering from a pretty rough week. Being up for 36hrs was the final straw for my body and is now demanding rest. I haven't asked how you are doing either my friend

[NatureLover]

Oh thank you, @Zoe7 🙂

I hope @outlander  is OK...

[outlander]

doesn't look like a bad way to spend the day! @Former-Member

Thanks @Zoe7


thanks @NatureLover I have a phone meeting with the bank in about an hour. have some questions and will start the process with them see how it goes. am waiting on some emails to come back from other gastroenterologists to see if they are any cheaper-fingers crossed

[NatureLover]

@Former-Member I have been reading threads and I have seen people saying how amazing @outlander is in supporting others while going through bad stuff herself. I think you also fall into that category. 

I'm sorry you've had a terrible week @Former-Member . I know I couldn't cope with being up for 36 hours. Do you need to sleep now?

And I am fine at the moment, thankfully.