Self harm

[Fluttershy1]

I wish the emotional pain would stop, I feel overwhelmed, I feel not good enough for my family, family keep judging me for who I am and my MH, they don't accept me for who I am. I try to be okay around them when I'm not, I just feel like my whole world is crashing. I just feel like a let down. I'm over acting like everything is okay when it isn't. Family are judging me for always wearing jumpers because of my SH scars *am safe*. I just don't know how to feel at the moment, I'm bottling everything up, it's hard being in lockdown, I can't even see my pysch face to face, it's all over Telehealth, it's not fair. I feel so alone. I have been impulsive online shopping just to cope. I just feel like everything is a effort. My eating disorder is back, I'm struggling to at least get 2 meals into me a day..... 

am safe 

@Shaz51 @Snowie @jem80 @Former-Member @TAB @BPDSurvivor @Peregrinefalcon 

[MDT]

Howdy @Fluttershy1

[Fluttershy1]

Hi @MDT 

[Snowie]

Sounds like there is a lot happening for you @Fluttershy1 and a lot going on inside your head.

It is hard when we have all these thoughts and feelings happening. It can be exhausting.

If it helps to get it out then we are here to listen.

[Fluttershy1]

Thanks @Snowie, just not coping well with everything 

[MDT]

Whats new @Fluttershy1

[MDT]

G'day @Snowie

[Fluttershy1]

Not a lot @MDT - over lockdown 

[Snowie]

Over lockdown too @Fluttershy1 

Hey @MDT how are you going today?

[TAB]

I hope things get better @Fluttershy1