Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

What do you think @Shaz51 

From the below post. 

[Shaz51]

@Birdofparadise8 

We will always be our " mum's little girls " at any age 😁

[Birdofparadise8]

How are things going @Blackbird11?

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I know, but still @Shaz51 

Anyway, I finally have the house on my own. Dad has just left for work and Mum is going into the city and then to Coles. I have to work on my assignment, but I want to cry as well. I haven't cried since the 19th so it's been a while. I feel if I don't I could explode lol. It's like I'm suffocating here. 

[creative_writer]

Hi @Birdofparadise8 and @Shaz51, I hope you are both well, just passing by right now. I may be on later again, not sure 💖🫂

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @creative_writer 

How are you?

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey anyone around @Shaz51 @Blackbird11 @tyme @Melbcoffeesnob @Snowie 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @RiverSeal 

How are you?

Are you still in QLD?

[RiverSeal]

Hey @Birdofparadise8, I'm well thanks and back in Melbourne now. How is Hobart and your parents going? Take care RiverSeal

[Birdofparadise8]

That's good to hear. Are you happy to be back @RiverSeal?

Was your flight delayed at all? My uncle and aunt flew back Thursday night and didn't get home until 1 am. Their flight was supposed to be at 8 pm but they didn't leave until 10 pm. I hope my flight isn't delayed next week. My parents and I are flying in the moring. 

Eh taking it day by day. Yesterday I had food poisoning so that wasn't very fun. 

Today Mum wouldn't stop telling me to get dressed. it was a bit of a shock seeing I don't have anyone in Melbourne telling me what to do. I really don't like how much I'm suppressing my emotions. I really want to cry, but I can't. I'm just around them constantly. I feel like I'm suffocating and that I might burst. I just hope that on Friday night as I'll be staying in my room for the last night that I want have a massive thing of emotions since I haven't cried since the 19th of December and I normally cry every day if not every few days because of how messed up I am.