Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Ahh already seen someone from school who doesn't like me and I don't like them. Is this going to be a triggering three weeks or what? I didn't think about seeing school please as in Melbourne I don't see any of them. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Fuck now I'm on the bus and someone who really bullied me is on it and he is sitting right near me. Now I am freaking out. 

[Blackbird11]

Don't let them intimidate you @Birdofparadise8 

You are worthy to take your place in the world 🫶

[Birdofparadise8]

Thank you @Blackbird11 

I can't believe I didn't prepare myself. It's been four years since I've seen the guy and it still hurts the same. I've just been thinking about everything he did to me. 

I just got some flowers for Granny. I'm waiting for the bus to the cemetery. 

[Blackbird11]

That's a really hard thing to cope with @Birdofparadise8 

Flowers mean so much 🪷🌻🪷🌻

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah it was very hard.

I've been to see her. I shed some tears it was a bit hard @Blackbird11 

Ive just had lunch with my dad. 

[bartart23]

How's everyone?

[Blackbird11]

Doing ok @bartart23 

How are you?

[bartart23]

Hey @Blackbird11   yep I'm fine  

What you doing today? 

[Birdofparadise8]

No not really @bartart23 @Blackbird11 

Did you see my post from earlier today @bartart23 

Sorry

Are you two okay?