Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry @Blackbird11 

How are you feeling about it? 

Will you go visit her at the cemetery? 

[Blackbird11]

Thanks @Birdofparadise8 

My mothers grave is on the NW coast so it's a bit far. I know she is with me in spirit, that is comforting to me.

What are your plans today?

[Birdofparadise8]

Ah, okay, fair enough. That's a bit of a drive @Blackbird11 

I want to go to an art shop to get a couple of thing and maybe go for a bike ride if it doesn't start to rain. 

Will you do anything to honour her memory?

[Blackbird11]

Sounds good @Birdofparadise8 

I'll go to a nice spot and have a coffee and chocolate to remember her.

[Birdofparadise8]

That sounds like a lovely idea. 

I should get ready to go and I hope your psych session goes well @Blackbird11 

[Blackbird11]

Thanks @Birdofparadise8 

Have a great day, catch up later if you're about.

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @Blackbird11 

I'm thinking of you. I hope you enjoyed your coffee and chocolate to remember your mum. 

How did it go with your pschy?

Hey @Shaz51 

How is everything going? How's the weather? I'm thinking of you, too. 

[ENKELI]

@Blackbird11 my sincere condolences.

I have not lost a parent, I've lost a brother and a cousin (both under 30) but it's not the same I imagine.

I know she loves you and is so proud of the person you have become, and not to sweat the small stuff, you're doing okay xx.

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @ENKELI @Blackbird11 

[ENKELI]

hey @Birdofparadise8  how are you going today?

Will you be going home for Christmas, or staying in Melb?

I just want to sleep through it all to be honest. I just can't get into the spirit of it all 😢