Not Coping

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 glad I could help. Hope you sleep well 🙂

I might go to the shopping centre and get an iced coffee, sit in the cool for a few hours.

[Birdofparadise8]

That's sounds lovely @ENKELI 

Night

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @ENKELI @Blackbird11 

I rebooked the session and emailed my psych. 

He said, "Glad to hear you are doing what you need to do". 

I don't know it seems a little odd. Maybe I'm overanalysing it a bit. What do you think?

[Blackbird11]

Hi @Birdofparadise8 

You are doing good things to look after your health. Don't doubt yourself, you matter and you are important. What you have to say will be listened to and has a right to be heard.

[Birdofparadise8]

Thanks @Blackbird11 

I kinda thought he might have said yeah, that's okay, birdofparadise. I hope things are okay. 

I'm probably being too dramatic. He said I'm doing what I need to. He might be annoyed that I rebooked it. 

What are you doing today?

[Blackbird11]

I don't think he is annoyed, I think he validated that you are doing what's best for you @Birdofparadise8 

I'm studying, working, more study and then going to the cricket 🏏 

What are you doing today?

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah probably, I'm overthinking @Blackbird11 

Sounds like a busy day. I need to go to Centrelink, work on an assignment and more job applications. 

I didn't get the job from yesterday. 

[Blackbird11]

It's normal to fear the worst @Birdofparadise8 that's what support is for, to help you see things from another perspective. It's ok.

You sound busy too. Sorry to hear you didn't get the job. The right opportunity will turn up for you.

[Birdofparadise8]

Thank you @Blackbird11 

I feel sick getting that rejection email. I'm so desperate for a job it's not funny. I just found one at coles, so I'll apply for that. 

[Blackbird11]

It's hard @Birdofparadise8 

Fingers crossed 🤞 for you.