Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

That's exciting @Blackbird11 

That's through the RHH right? 

Tas government. 

What are you doing this afternoon? 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @tyme 

How are you today? 

I hope you are doing okay with covid. 

Have you been up to much today? I hope the study is going well. 

[tyme]

I didn't feel sick anymore apart for the one day or so. I was still positive yesterday. Today, I didn't even check because I haven't has symptoms for a while now @Birdofparadise8 .

The study has been pretty good. I would've liked to go faster, but the kids were all over me when I had COVID. I thought I'd have a break from them, but they were worse! 

I'm more than 50% through. 

Anyway, hope things are okay on your side. I'm going interstate in 4 days time. Arghhhh!!!!

[Birdofparadise8]

That's good to hear @tyme 

Have you done 50% of the course already? 

Oh, I hope they don't get sick. 

Mmm, well, me, what should I say? I still have so much fun with my parents. I want next week and the 12th of Jan to hurry up so I can be alone again. I love my parents, but it's getting very hard suppressing my emotions on the level I am. I want to cry so badly, but I can't. I get all emotional like I am now, and I have to sit here acting like I'm perfectly okay, whereas if I were in Melbourne, I would be on the floor crying right now. I'm worried about Friday. I hope I don't have a breakdown or something, seeing I'll be on my own that night, but then I'll be with my parents the following day for the move-in. 

You have to fly as well to see your parents? Will there be anyone else with you? 

I wish you good luck. I hope they are not as overbearing as mine. 

Do you know any good jewellery shops in Melbourne? 

[Blackbird11]

With Tasmanian Health Department @Birdofparadise8 

It is exciting that we're half way through. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel ✨️

I had a nap, washed work clothes and finished a Zen color picture...

 

[Birdofparadise8]

That's exciting I hope you'll get a job out of it. The RHH is very good @Blackbird11 

If it's a photo of the Zen colour I'll have a look when it's up. 

[tyme]

Hey @Blackbird11 ,

Good to see you.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 , Pandora jewellery shops? I don't know many.

As for going back, I hear how hard it is with your parents, but do you think being with your parents has been good in a way?

Are you still going to your friends for dinner?

[Birdofparadise8]

No, I don't like them. I'm looking to get a ring. Both, my grandparents, one on Mum's side and one on Dad's side, gave me $50 each, so I will put in another $100 to get a nice ring, but I'm not sure what shops are in Melbourne. 

Do you wear jewellery?

It's been alright, I guess. I suppose it's better than being alone alone. It's just the suppression; I can't help it. It's so hard. 

Anyway, I just need to think about the future and the big move. I am excited about that. I'm just nervous about who I will be and if they will like me or not. 

Anyway, I probably should stop complaining so much I'm sorry. @tyme 

[Blackbird11]

Heya @tyme 

Good to see you!

@Birdofparadise8 there's a pandora shop in Eastlands I think 🤔 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I know @Blackbird11 

I'm looking for an equivalent to prouds. 

What are you up to now?

I'm watching bump.