Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm okay for you to tell me things @Kyle1 

You won't upset me. I'm all ears if you want to tell me what's happening. 

Oh like your in person one why did thet cry?

[Kyle1]

gosh, I'm not even sure what's happening @Birdofparadise8 

The details of life are all a turgid tumble wash. A silty seaweedy barrel wave crashing in my head, and I can no longer tell if it's any one of a dozen different things, or all of them that have dumped me onto the rocks?? 

I'm having unwanted thoughts leap like fingerlings, and it feels really cold inside my skin.

[Birdofparadise8]

I know you like to explain yourself with poetry, but I don't understand it that much. Would you be able to explain what you've said below in something I might be able to understand? 

Unwanted thoughts aren't fun in really sorry you're in a difficult spot. Are you safe tonight @Kyle1?

[Kyle1]

ah... I'm sorry @Birdofparadise8  I don't really know how better to describe it...? 

Thank you so much for being here 🙏

God bless. And go get 'em tomorrow on that nutrition exam.

I know you will. If there's one thing about a Virgo, they are studious. And what more affinity could they have than health and nutrition facts?? 

[Birdofparadise8]

That's okay. Sorry, I don't understand the first part, but know I'm here for you, and I care about you. You matter and are valued by me and so many others, not just here, @Kyle1 

Thank you. I can't wait. It's an online exam, so that is good. I’m not sure if I'm staying too long in Hobart, but oh well. I will look forward to going back to Vic on the 20th. 

I'm going to bed now, but I hope you will be okay tonight, and I'll be thinking of you. I'll check in and see how you are in the morning. Please call for help if you need it. We need you around here. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @Kyle1 

How are you this morning? 

[Kyle1]

Good morning @Birdofparadise8 

Sad this morning.

I will try see GP today.

Thank you for asking. I appreciate you. 🙏 

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry to hear that @Kyle1 

That's good you will see your GP. 

Do you have anything else planed? 

[Kyle1]

no. Just a trip to RBG. @Birdofparadise8 

It always calms me there.

[Birdofparadise8]

The royal botanical gardens @Kyle1?