Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah okay I think that sounds like a good idea @outlander 

I feel like he is jumping the gun a bit. He seems to want to go straight into things without building a solid foundation first which I don't know why. 

[outlander]

sometimes it can be the way to go @Birdofparadise8 i disclosed to my psych in the first session about my self harm. it was one of the things i was really struggling with and needed to get off my chest. i only have limited sessions so i try and make it count somehow. i have seen so many psychs, i didnt want to spend another 6 sessions of getting to know them before i got into something i was actually struggling with the most. i dont disclose everything but sometimes jumping straight in can be an approach.

[Birdofparadise8]

Mmm okay I have as well in a way with my suicidal thoughts as he was worried I was going to attempt again @outlander. Which well who knows what will happen there? I don't want to leave here. I'm so scared I will try. 

[outlander]

might be a good idea to talk about that then @Birdofparadise8 other things can wait if you cant keep yourself safe. its hard to talk about but might be the most helpful thing for you so you can find ways to keep yourself safe

[Shaz51]

Hello @outlander , @Birdofparadise8 

Very nice @Blackbird11 , I had a hour sleep this afternoon after a exhausting day with scans and blood tests,  get the results next week 

Our D1 and S1 and their partners have gone back home after spending a week here with us 

Have become a grandma to 2 babies now 

[Birdofparadise8]

I guess that is true, but I don't think I'll be able to stay in the hospital for much longer @outlander. 

I'm just so scared. I don't trust myself. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Aww, how exciting @Shaz51 

[Blackbird11]

Hey @Birdofparadise8 

Take your time and don't rush the forms, be easy on yourself. 

Have you heard of the beyond now app... https://www.beyondblue.org.au/get-support/beyondnow-suicide-safety-planning

I have mine, it needs updating though.

I am enjoying the connections on here. Thanks for the luck. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Yeah I did make one through reachout the team there helped me make it @Blackbird11 

I don't think any amount of safety planning will help, putting the meds away, throwing them out. I can just buy more so I don't know what to do. 

[Blackbird11]

Hey @Shaz51 

Sounds like a tough day. Glad you found time to recuperate.

2 grand babies sooo exciting 😍