I know, but it's different when I tell them all this stuff about me, and I don't know them.
Well, with her, I was initially talking to someone else, but she left, and I had previously had a session with the one I talk to now, and I actually didn't really like her to begin with, but now, gosh, I don't know where I would be without her. It was hard, but it was over a year ago now we have been working together. However, with SANE, you get a different person depending on who picks up the call. I wish the web chat were still around, to be honest @Jynx
Yes, breaking the cycle. I'm not sure about that one. I was getting dinner and telling myself how I'm so worthless, a waste of space, and a pathetic loser who doesn't deserve to live. I'm like, how do I live with that for the rest of my life? All that negative self-talk. It's not very nice. It just shows how bad I am, which is just me being even harder on myself. I literally can't win right now. Sorry, @Jynx, I'm in some self-destructive hating myself and being my own bully right now mode.
