Morning has broken

[Snowie]

@Eve7 you are not wasting his time, you deserve to get the help sweetheart. I'm sorry you haven't slept, that makes it all the more difficult. 

I know how much the sh and si can take over our thinking. You are valued and most importantly, you are worth it.

Sitting with you sis through all of this 💟

[traveller]

Hi @Eve7 , just wanting to check in with you today and make sure you are safe? i hear you are having a rough time...lack of sleep can really affect us all badly, so i hope you can rest up. Its probably a good idea to keep your appointment with the pdoc today if you can muster the strength...anyway us mods are around if you need extra support. Please reach out for supports and care for yourself. Cheers Traveller (Moderator)

[Eve7]

Thanks @Snowie @traveller 

[Eve7]

You are the kindest person I know @Snowie  and I hope today has sme peace for you.

💜🦋💜

[Snowie]

@Eve7 💟

[Eve7]

I’m still here @Snowie  pdoc was good when I fessed up about all the sh. We’ve tightened up the safety plan. GP most helpful too as I have a úti so added antibiotics to all the pills I take lol. Then I had to go back as I forgot the script 😩

How’s your day hon?

your ect buddy 💜💛

[NatureLover]

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@Eve7 wrote:

I can’t even remember what time my pdoc appointment is today and I’m thinking of cancelling as I haven’t slept. I’m still struggling with si and sh every day. Why should I waste pdoc’s time? This is all too much.

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So sorry to read this just then...well done for making it to the pdoc appointment...

I so wish you could get some good sleep, that makes a lot of difference...and I'm so sorry that the SI and SH are troubling you 😞

Sending lots of gentle hugs @Eve7  and wishes for peace and hope, and whatever you need to get through this awful time 💛

[Snowie]

I am glad you were truthful to your pdoc hun and that they were able to help you @Eve7 . It's good you have tightened up your safety plan too. Sorry to hear you have a uti, they can be nasty at times. Hopefully the antibiotics clear it up quickly.

You should be proud of yourself for making it to your appointments, I know it was a struggle this morning.

Took my mum shopping today. She said some really hurtful things to me that makes me feel not so good about myself. 

[Eve7]

Thanks @Snowie and I’m sorry about my rave this morning. The sh is happening every day atm so it’s hard.

Gosh you’re very brave taking your mother shopping as my mother is the last person I’d take...maybe they’re related.

Nothing your mother says about you is true. You are a beautiful woman and your mother should be proud to have a daughter with such fine character....you can tell her your friends don’t agree with her.

Love you much

💜💙🦋💙💜

[Eve7]

Day is almost over @NatureLover  and pdoc increased ad so maybe that will fix my sleep. I told pdoc he didn’t look well and he told me he’d lost a patient this morning, then he told me how much he cares about his patients which I knew. It was a reality check for me but he kept saying he was ok and this is his job. Very sobering.

How has your day been?

💚🧡💚