07-06-2024 09:47 PM
07-06-2024 09:47 PM
@tyme that sounds like an awesome weekend and should be really good.
I need to start doing better things.
It is weird but things felt so clear after the other week, but now they have dropped off a fair bit. I just want things to work out but I am starting to lose a bit of hope.
Things will work out won’t they?
07-06-2024 09:51 PM
07-06-2024 09:51 PM
Things will always work out @Rockdog .
Allow yourself to recover. As I've mentioned before, recovery is an active process. You actually have to work hard at it.
For me, I had to push myself to do all the things I preferred not to do such as going out, shopping, talking to people, make phone calls, forgiving people, not hold grudges etc...
It was hard work, but it pays off - seriously.
Keep working at it. There's no time to lose.
07-06-2024 09:55 PM
07-06-2024 09:55 PM
Hey @tyme ,
that sounds like a really great weekend. Sounds really nice.
I need to start doing things to get on track.
i wouldn’t mind getting away for a bit.
After the incident I had a good picture of things. Now I’m thinking maybe it was nothing. Nobody else understands, but it is going to work out isn’t it? You are the only one tha5 does t think I’m crazy.
07-06-2024 10:00 PM
07-06-2024 10:00 PM
@tyme ,
that is what worries me. There is no time to lose but I am losing it and that gives me more anxiety. It was real wasn’t it? I’m not sure if she really cares. Her look was cold then I got a cute wave. I think it was real but then wonder if I am going crazy.
07-06-2024 10:04 PM
07-06-2024 10:04 PM
YOU need to know deep down that things will work out @Rockdog . It's YOUR story. YOU need to write it. Believe in yourself.
"You have to love yourself first".... remember this.
Anyway, I have to go now, but I'll see you Sunday on the live chat.
07-06-2024 10:18 PM
07-06-2024 10:18 PM
Night @tyme,
yeah I have sort of lost track. I’m not sure it will now.
Anyway thanks for the chat night night
07-06-2024 11:17 PM
07-06-2024 11:17 PM
@tyme , I guess at the moment I don’t really believe in anything good working out.
I have moments where I do but then they go away. At the moment having you believe help me believe. I am struggling to hold on to the hope
09-06-2024 06:02 PM
09-06-2024 06:02 PM
Why are you doubting @Rockdog ? Doubting Thomas?
09-06-2024 09:11 PM
09-06-2024 09:11 PM
Hi @tyme,
I am a doubting Thomas. It is so weird because sometimes it feels real and sometimes I feel so low I can’t see anything happening. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was having her there.Then it fell apart. Deep downI think it is real but then I do doubt myself.
11-06-2024 07:40 PM
11-06-2024 07:40 PM
Hi @tyme ,
hope you are going well. With everything that happened it right to believe it isn’t it? I still do
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