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[Clawde]

@saltandpepper are you guys watching tv I'm watching S##### right now any suggestions feel like a funny or a party sit of thing sick of docos  

might go and watch a cooking thing on YouTube what are you guys up to love from your Clawde 😷

[BlueBay]

Morning @saltandpepper thinking of you. How are you this morning? Did you manage to cook dinner? Here with you xxx

[BlueBay]

Hope you're ok @saltandpepper 

xxoo

[saltandpepper]

It's a better day today thanks @BlueBay how about yourself

[BlueBay]

I'm so happy to see today is a better day for you @saltandpepper 

what are you up to today? anything exciting?

i went for a small walk before and finally had a shower.  My motivation and mood is very low today, i think because today is the first day home alone for me without work as well.  and my mind is goiong everywhere.

[saltandpepper]

Can sort of feel mood plummeting a bit here @BlueBay least it was a good start to the day I guess.

Yeah I hear ya @BlueBay home alone is when shit all hits the fan doesn't it? You did good getting out for the walk, do you have a dog? I can't remember sorry. What else is on for today? Bit of knitting? I remember trying to learn to knit, i could do finger knitting haha. Though i think from memory it was just trying a bunch of knots over and over.

No plans today. Got some work done this morning but probs going to wind down a bit now. Keep on top of the mood situation 

[Sophia1]

Hello @Clawde 

Love this response.

We should all make a handmade plaque in all of our free time not asked for (lockdown)

Inscribing Clawde's words.

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@Clawde wrote:

Icreams and pizzas soft drinks go with anything yummmy @saltandpepper @Clawde has them in stock, like toilet paper .

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[Sophia1]

Hello @saltandpepper   (apologies had to edit)

You have been struggling so hard and you are this side of that struggle at the moment.

Letting some of it out on virtual paper I call it, is so blooming hard at the time, leaving you feeling draining.

In the following days you start to notice how it has helped.

Still leaves a strange feeling; this too can eventually be noticed and understood.

You reached out on here and look at how many came to you. 

They helped you and you did all of the hard work.

A lovely experience to hold onto if you can. 

When you feel lonely in the real world try to think about how you  are valued and important to your friends on here who have told you so.

Not easy to do , I do know. I try and work on this one.

I too have just regurgitated a whole lifetime of stuff on a thread and felt so blech and rockbottom.

I thought that not one person would notice as I do not tag people when I am like  that.

My loving friends found me and helped to hold me up.....pure human love that is.....cherished.

You do it the right way you tag people.

I don't, I have dealt with my issues on my own for the majority of my life.

My go to place when I hurt so much is self isolation.   Not good.

So yes I write essays. Sorry for headache read.

Just want to tell you  to be proud for being where you are now, from where you were.

Still a way to go.......then that is life.

That special adorable little man of yours really is a wonderful young man isn't he, to get you here. You are both meant to be in each other's lives, always,

no matter what.

I will go now. 🧡 an orange heart for friendship and care.

Sophia 1

[saltandpepper]

Hey @Sophia1 thanks for the heart felt response. Much appreciated.

Tagging people is definitely the smart thing to do Nd feel welcome to tag me anytime in your posts. It's pretty easy to miss current active topics if you don't search properly. So tag away.

Yeah not gonna lie @Sophia1 I was a bit blown away by the support I've had on here over the past few days. I'm very grateful to everyone who makes the time to hang about here with me. Very lucky.

If you'd like to tag me in the post your talking about here I'd be happy to read and respond tonight. We can av a chat if you're about.

Must admit, have had a couple moments throughout the day where I've been like wtf happened to my brain last week? Very glad to be out of the thick of it now and hopefully smoother sailing this week.

Anyway, thanks for dropping in, glad you did

[Sophia1]

Responded then lost it. Will try to respond tomorrow. Thank you @saltandpepper