Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please

[Bunniekins]

Fearless Tule lyrics

Over the edge
Feeling like I am floating through the edge
The pain I felt paid for, all is said and done
I am restricted
Fix the bomb the web
Need to kick the habit that my mind is breathing in

Break all I've got to see
Spam all my life holding, all off it closely

I'll playing innocent
A fear discontent
I am falling facing it all, Fearless

Fearless

Burning the brige that keeps us
I'm hearing
I'm feeling, feelings
Exaggerating, that's that you assume
The story is over and now I must come clue

I am conflicted
Watching where I step still
Hanging in a balance, not the life I want to live
I want to take it all
Standing tall
Fear person you are

Break all I got to see
Spend all my life holding all of it closely
I playing it innocent
Off fear of discontent
I'm finally facing it all
Fearless

[Lostandalone]

Scattered thoughts

nervous energy

shaking

jittery

want to cry

can't  cry

dont think I can do this

all too much

do not panic I am very safe

just very nervous 

[Shaz51]

can't believe it has been 6 years already , feels like it was yesterday
hugs to my step S3 and his ex girlfriend
another anniversary

[Former-Member]

I am lost in a sea of pain and sadness, filled with the trauma of the past and there is no way out. The lights all but gone from my life, I will just sit here and wait for it to vanish altogether 

[Former-Member]

As I stare into the mirror as I clean my teeth I wait for the magic door to open, the one that only opens for me. Inside are my masks that I must wear to survive another day on this earth. Some of them are well worn and others don't look like they have been ever been touched. Which one is needed today, that depends on today's schedule lucky for me I am at home all day with no visitors  that I am aware of. Hmmmm well calm and together won't work as I could have easily left this world last night, angry nope that takes to much energy but ahhhh the overweight funny girl yes that will work as it keeps D2 and hubby away as she gets annoying. Mask chosen, door closes and the day begins. 

[Molliex]

Anxiety and depression beasts are rearing their heads. I think it's the tiredness, I'm worn out. There's only so much we can take, and this year has been a lot. Thought about SH for the first time in ages today, that's how I know I'm not doing so well. 

[Former-Member]

It is getting harder to endure. Even saying that it sounds so very sad. I also wanted my marriage to be something that was enjoyed, something that happiness was in. 

So very sad and a breaking feeling in my heart and soul

[Former-Member]

I am safe 

Feelings of ending my life have entered my thoughts. I can usually not listen to them. The pain in my heart is almost unbareable. I can feel myself detaching more and more from him. My soul closing up somehow. Sadness. Tears. I wish someone understood me. 

[Jupiter]

Hey @Former-Member. Thanks for letting us know you are safe. I did still feel like I wanted to jump in to offer a bit of support as its sounding like a very heavy day. Please continue to post or also consider reaching out to a helpline such as SCBS, Lifeline, or the SANE Help Centre if these thoughts become too hard to manage. Sitting with you

[Sans911]

Let down by yet another service. No apology forthcoming. I knew earlier today that something was going to happen, and it did. I considered cancelling. And I didn't. I can't take any more disappoints.

Life is becoming so meaningless. I don't know what I'm waiting for. Hoping when hope seems futile. My supports are shrinking. I help so many people who have been in my position. But who helps me? I am always alone at the end of the day.

Tonight will be a difficult one to get through.