Living with Ourselves

[Sophia1]

ah @TAB 

clots found by chance

my tumour around my spine was found by chance testing for my heart 

meant to be that we are still needed here.

I am sure that you feel like me at the moment not wanting to be needed, just wanting to be free like a bird

we can use our imaginations

take care cheshire cat

Sophia 💛

[Emelia8]

@Sophia1 🌷🌻💞

[Sophia1]

They are as best as they can be given the situation and of course timing re holiday breaks.

school holidays coming up too.

I am very thankful for having such a good therapist for quite some time now.

I also can have extra counselling through carers when needed.

I hope that you have strong support now and are using it also @outlander 

💚love Sophia

[TAB]

was angiocardiogram here, plus when in hosp found problem w thyroid during echo scan on heart @Sophia1  so still got a way to go, hope you get some sort of solution for spine

yeah till left hosp all thought about was getting out, now thinking a bit longer term, its a bit life changing, I have to be careful now, risk factors gone up even if things go okay. Might be motivation I needed. yes, its a bit freeing , doesnt feel like it today tho lol

[Sophia1]

Thank you also for all of your support @Emelia8 

I know that I caught up with some of your life situation last time that I was on here.

I am sorry that I have not been here for you.

i would have been of little value though.

I sincerely wish you some reprieve in such long term suffering with varying situations in your life.

Know that you are so highly thought of on the forums and many are here for you to hold you up high above what is currently happening at the time.

This goes for so many people on the forums.

Again I cannot begin to start tagging people.

For all of you with love 💜💜💜Sophia

I must go to bed now.

Goodnight all of you, such beautiful people.

The world has it all wrong.

The beautiful people are the ones who suffer silently, struggle silently, support silently.

They do not need social media propaganda.

They need to know that they are beautiful, loving people, doing their best

So as I tiptoe around, I quietly leave each and everyone of you a photograph under your pillow to find when you awaken tomorrow morning.

Remember to smile and thank yourself for being who you are, you deserve it.

Goodnight all 😴

[Sophia1]

my spine has been operated on 3 years ago and tumour removed along with two vertebrae.

Have MRI check ups. All fine to now.

yes you have been given a chance, my friend, perhaps a gentle nudge to look after Tab more.

Sleep well.

Hope you like the photo I have left under your pillow.

If does not make sense is in previous post on here.

No matter if you cannot find it.

Just rest and take care of Tab 

💜

[Anastasia]

^^^^^ @TAB 

@Sophia1 no not me..

My thread is on the carers side re my boy.

We've had a couple of interactions in @Emelia8's thread...all good nothing too in-depth but I have enjoyed the times and I smile seeing you here 🙂 thank you for my photo I look forward to waking to see it. Sleep well Sophia 🙂

[outlander]

@Sophia1 💙💜

[Appleblossom]

@Sophia1 

Lovely seeing you. 

Sorry your boy is still not doing well.

[greenpea]

@Sophia1  Sophia1xxx