Am Not Coping

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7 can the @Former-Member help you?
I'm here for you too xx

[Zoe7]

nothing a moderator can do @BlueBay

[Snowie]

@Zoe7I wish I had the answer hun, but he cannot hurt you now hun, you are safe from him. You are here with us, with lots around to support you. How are Toby and Cat going? Is Toby cuddled up next to you?

[Zoe7]

Cat is on her bed and Toby is next to me @Snowie Doors are closed and locked - not that that is an issue but feels safer that way. Every noise seems amplified tonight and Toby is picking up on how I am doing - barking at everything he hears

[Snowie]

@Zoe7that Toby is such a big bad guard dog! I am sure he is picking up on how you feel, he is such a good boy. Have you got the tv on or some music going to drown out the noises tonight?

[Zoe7]

Yes @Snowie have the soccer on but still very vigilant! Toby is asleep now.

[Snowie]

@Zoe7glad you have the soccer on, something in the background. Izzy is fast asleep next to me too. Am watching Back to the Future part 3. 

Vigilant is ok hon. Have you got any plans for tomorrow at all? 

[Zoe7]

@Snowie I just need to concentrate on getting through tonight... I am really not coping with this...feeling really sick

[Snowie]

@Zoe7understad hun. I know tonight is really tricky, GN1 is all that is important 

[Zoe7]

I can't even put into words how I am feeling @Snowie but I am scared